Well I am feeling the same thing too, I don't really want to spend with bitcoin but doesn't have any choice because there is something needs to be settle and if the amount of fiat I had doesn't fit with expenses that I have that is why I am busting my bitcoin little by little, because of it, And in my opinion I don't really want to get money from bitcoin because of the knowledge that it can fluctuate so much and may end up in a bull run unexpectedly.